[Mood]:
[Activity]: none
[Food]: none
[Drink]: none
[Music]: off
[TV]: off
[Thinking]: i am shocked by your actions, but i refuse to do the same,  so it’s ok, you can still come around here… whether it’s because you still care, or because your just curious, or maybe because you’re just bored, or just simply out of habit…

It’s cold and I love it! ^^ *sings* “let it snow, let it snow, let it snow” LOL.  We’re going snowboarding tomorrow !  Yep, I’m giving snowboarding another shot.  Maybe my brand new attitude will make falling less irritating. LOL.  If I fail at it again I’ll try skiing, and if that fails too I’ll just take pictures. ^^ Kind of sucks though because my friends can snowboard and I don’t want them missing out on all the fun worrying about me.  We’ll see how it goes. 

Omg, so Rei was supposed be due by next weekend but the doctor told her she is 2cm dilated so the actual due date might be tomorrow or Sunday!  Omg, I hope it doesn’t happen while I’m snowboarding! I don’t think I have reception up there!  Omg Jade, wait till I get back! LOL!  So even though I missed her baby shower last weeked because I had to work I bought her this really cute car seat/stroller combo (Travel System) by Evenflo Aura that she picked out.  I’ve been wondering why they’re naming the baby Nevaeh and Rei told me that Nevaeh is heaven spelled backwards.  I hadn’t notice that.  I really like it. ^^ But I’m still calling her Jade though.

At work last week in our department we adopted three families for Christmas.  We bought toys and clothes for the children and donated money for food to the families.  Doing this makes me really happy.  We were initially going to adopt about 10 families but the department thought it would be too much.  I wish they would have asked.  =/ I wish I could do more this Christmas.  
Since it’s that time of the year, almost every morning I get people from church knocking on my door, from all different religions.  I always try my best not to be rude, but that’s just something I don’t really support.

My Thanksgiving day wasn’t much of a Thanksgiving day.  I had the day off and no class.  My family doens’t really celebrate Thanksgiving and we don’t really like turkey so I ended up having Kimchi noodles for lunch and Panda Express for dinner.  LOL.  I made Thanksgiving my cheat day.  =P  Well, to be honest I’ve been having a lot of those days lately. LOL. 

Next week is my last week of class.  I have ALL my finals next week.  This past week has been very busy.  I did my presentations, quizzes and chapter tests.  Now I need to study study more for finals.  My brain is tired!!

Eclipse in 6 Months!! ^^

[Mood]:
[Activity]: trying to study
[Food]: none
[Drink]: none
[Music]: can’t breathe by leona lewis
[TV]: off
[Thinking]: blah…

I finally bought a laptop!!  My Christmas gift to me!  LOL.  I got the new pink Sony Vaio!  It’s so cute!  I love the keyboard!  Omg, I almost bought a Mac, but nope!  I am a loyal PC user.  LOL.  This is so much fun!  I don’t know why I didn’t buy one before!  I wanted to but I always made excuses not to.  I also bought a router which is so cool because I can remote into my desktop from my laptop (which I knew could be done lol) and that’s so cool! The first couple of days were kind of a pain though.  I couldn’t connect to my router because I think I like over encrypted it or something. (Is that even possible? lol I don’t know.  This is all very educational to me and I really enjoy it! ^^)   I’m excited! 

I’m so glad I had three days off work to get better.  I don’t think I could have gone into work feeling like this and with no voice.  Yesterday was  Veterans Day so no class either.  I spent the day resting and drinking chicken soup.  My mom’s chicken soup is the best!  I had some the night before and I was already feeling a bit better and slowly getting my voice back.  The worse about this cold besides losing my voice has been my runny nose.  This time I’ve killed more than a few trees.  LOL.  Today I feel much better.  I”ve fully recovered my voice and my body doesn’t hurt as much.  I have my 3rd Algebra test tonight so I will try to study a bit.  I didn’t attend my Restaurant Management class today because I’m still coughing some and I didn’t think it would be appropriate. =/

I’ve been dreading this month since a year ago this month.  It started ok and I thought it would just pass by like any other month but I’m not so good at fooling myself.  LOL.  I hope it snows again.  I mean, if I’m gonna spend this winter feeling painfully sad and gloomy again it might as well snow again too. 

NEW MOON IN EIGHT (8) DAYS!!! ^^

Can’t Breathe by Leona Lewis

What am I fighting, afraid of losing
It’s like I’m not in control.
I’m watching myself, I’ll die thinking you won’t be around.
You know you got my heart on lock, and even if I were to run, I can’t go

[Chorus:]
Go oh; I don’t want to go oh
Gotta let it go oh, I don’t wanna go, I can’t breathe
Without you I get weak, and I can’t breathe, and I can’t breathe
And I can’t breathe without you with me and I can’t live, and I can’t live without you, I can’t
Breathe and I can’t breathe, and I can’t breathe without you with me and I can’t live here and I can’t live without you.

Maybe I make believe, you’re no different, but you got me in love,
Don’t wanna be alone again, I cannot function, without you here,
my indecisions and all my fears get higher higher day by day, higher higher but I can’t go

[Chorus]

It’s just not fair that, I’m lost in your love that I just can’t breathe, just can’t breathe.
I’m coming up, coming up for a breath [x4]

[Chorus]